What does my dream mean and can i repeat it?

ok I had a really awesome dream that NASA was sending a manned space ship within 100 miles of the sun and I was on it. first me and my crew flew to the moon and refueled, they we headed to venus and were we landed there was a river and there was fish in it and once you got over the river there were trees every were. then we refueled an started for the sun. about 1000 miles away from the sun there was a space station orbiting the sun. in the space station we found that or ship had some damage so we had to go to the sun on boat looking things. there weren't enough "boats" for all of my crew so i decided I would stay behind. I watch my crew, now my family, paddle away towards the sun, but all the sudden i was on a boat an I was headed for the sun. when a small Device in my hand told me i was 101 miles away from the sun i started paddling faster but then the sun was sucking me towards it faster and faster my skin started burning i stared at the sun then i was blind it started pulling me to fast it ripped my clothes off, i couldn't breath then i felt a bam id collided with the sun and then i woke up.